I had two shows where I just didn't connect with the audience...and a couple of creative experiences that were frustrating rather than invigorating...
And then I remembered my word for the year, essence...and I realized that I had not stayed true to my essence...
I continued to fill a role that I held before...but the circumstances had changed...
I attempted to have a little something for everyone...and ended up with little for myself...
I hesitated in making important decisions...biding my time...
And in a moment of frustration, pain and exhaustion, which actually lead to broken glass...
it became clear to me...
I needed to stop what I was doing...it wasn't working...and instead pick up the piece that spoke to my soul...
to focus on my art...and scale back other projects that, while interesting, are a distraction...
to participate in a community that thrives on bringing out the best in others in cooperation, not competition...
to cultivate my creative essence to fuel my dreams...
Interesting that this assessment came in June...as a throw-back to my non-profit planning days, a mid-year alignment was always a good idea...so fortuitous for me...hoping I'm back on track now...
Do you have a word for the year? How's it going for you?
